lihat kesedihan dalam pespektif yang berbeza.

tajuk x blh blahkan. 

heehehehe. but i have to motive myself. 

takut ak down je sorg2 ni. insyallah tidak. 

spe ckp x sedey bile kite kne tnggalkan ape yg kite syg. 

as a normal human being sure sedihlh.. 

aku jugak mcm 2. 

ak dh wt decision so, 

ak kne kuat,, 

tuhan tngah menguji betapa kuatnyer hati dan emosi ak dlam 

menghadapi dugaan ni.

bukan x rase nk nangis bile ak tau siapa yang ada dihati dye.

but i manage to control everything. 

dan ak tahu ak akan berjaya. tu yang pasti.. dengan izin Allah.. 

doakn ak ye kawan2..

proud of u B.

talking of my lovely n kindly friend.. syazana a.k.a B to me.
although dye x abis ape yg patut dye abiskn but she manage to do well in her life.
skrg dye dh jdi graphic designer yg hebat..
walaupun x sehebat yg dh famous2. but ckup hebat dimata aku.. hihi..

serius B sy kagum dgn awk. awk dh wt keputusan yg sgt2 btul..
love u muah2.

AKU KUAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!.

yes..
mmg aku kne kuat.
kuat tok ape?
to face everything about what happen to me with him.
sape HIM?
spelh lg klu bukan dye yg bernama MUHAMAD NOH ZAKUAN ZAKARIA.
SERIOUSLY, tengok berapa beso serius kt situ smpai kne capital letter and bold lg. 
hehehe.
it's not easy. but it's not hard                             maybe...
dh ckup zaman nk gedik2 dgn air mata lah..
i want to be my old SITI ZALEHA BINTI FADZIL
that look like a cool stone. maybe it's more nice compare who am i now.
dye dh ad life dye skrg. x pttlh ak kacau.. just keep the love toward him by myself
AND
pray for his happiness with that girl insyallah.
Ammeenn.

mcm mne nk kuat?
soalan yg ak pk dh almost 2 years pun.. hehehe.
kli ni ak yakin.. ak boleh. wat pe nk mngharap pada dye yg dh sah2
syok kt org laen. hihi

x best kot syg kt org yg x syg kite dh. or that should be hate me too i think.
have to move to new phase of my life, work hard and collect property as much as i can as long as i still young.  hihi. that's my aim now.

kawen tolak tepi dlu. in fact, if my parent ask about that. i think i can just give the solution. my brother will getting married in nearest time from now. so, they no need to ask me when they wan to get grandchild. hehehe.

so..
aku kne/harus/ wajib kuat walaupun aku pernah, still and akan syang and cintakan dye sampai bile2..
 pray for my best ye kawan2.